Tuesday, June 21, 2011

What a beautiful day…

to have a baby. I’ve been talking to her this morning that it would not make mamma happier than to have a baby on the first day of summer. I drank my tea, I took my herbs and here I sit. Daniel is rather bothered by it and thinks I should be able to will it to happen, lol. Sorry children, according to my last two babies we still have 8 days left. The only difference being the herbs I’ve taken.

I sat up most the night with my mind running wild with scenarios of what could have happened yesterday. I hate the nighttime. Yesterday I just tried to be level headed and not fear. I rest knowing the Lord knows exactly where he is right now and His eyes will never leave him. I am worried for other’s children. It’s made me dust off ole red and make it a little more accessible. Locked up, unloaded and hidden really defeats the purpose of a gun, not that yesterday was any type of scenario to use it, it wasn’t.

I called the Sheriff’s office back and left a message with a lieutenant this morning, I want more answers of standard procedure in cases like this. A friend’s husband also pointed out we have a border camera watching our road, it can read license plates from well over a miles away. I need to exhaust the small choice of pursuits I have, but at the same time I am thankful for this incident allowed by the hand of the Lord to bring glory to Himself and cause me to trust in Him more and be thankful for His constant eye on our children.

“But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them ever sing for joy, and spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may exult in you.” Ps 5:11

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Mrs. J,
I'm so so sorry that you and your family espeially Emma had to go through that!! So Scary! I can't imagine how horrid that would be! Praising God that Emma is safe and that Daniel was there and took over and both are safe. Hopefully something will be figured out. Wow, I'm still so shocked. So sad! Blessings on your family. Only funny thing is that you did not go into labor even with that scary!! :) What is it going to take to get that baby out!! He he